Intentions for 2025: October
Human [Draft #4]
28,324 / 100,000 / 28%
God Noise [Draft #19]
34,593 / 150,000 / 23%
'Lo, ev'ryone, and welcome to my site! I am Mar Qaroll, a dark-clad transmasculine metalhead, a storyteller and worldbuilder of over twenty years, and the creative founder of the future indie publisher, Candelabræm Books! I have an unshakable vow to be faithful to myself which has led me away from several old beliefs, including my old religion of Islam. I am interested in building a community of like-minded individuals who dare to be true to themselves, create amazing stories while doing it, and wholeheartedly support one another.
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Join me on my journey to fulfilling my dream of emotional and spiritual independence through my projects, stories, worlds, FTM transition, and, eventually, rootwork!
A weary wonderer
I am a human being, flawed and defective. I have too much time on my hands and too many opinions that get me in too much trouble. Whether that trouble is warranted is entirely up to you, Reader, but don't put words in my mouth.
A storyteller spirit
I am a dreamer, deviant, writer, weaver, and wonderer who wholeheartedly believes that all stories should be told, even the ones that hurt, traumatize, and disgust. I particularly dislike how fiction is censored. But that's par for the course, ain't it?
Spiritually lost
As a former Muslim, I find myself spiritually lost. I plan on chronicling my journey into hoodoo and rootwork, as well as connecting to my roots as a descendant of Africans, something I never took interest in before.
Wondrously diverse
I have over 30 stories, all of which I consider to be "diverse" as far as their variations. Some are dark and tragic, others romantic and fantastical. Some may even be familiar to you, Reader. Come see for yourself.
Store
My bookstore will be connected to Candelabræm Books, my indie publisher, which is planned to launch soon...!
The first book in my paranormal Human Shed Skin duology.
A monster hunter, traumatized.
His best friend, a monster.
The threat, greater than ever.
His love for that monster will change everything.
*Official book cover coming soon.
My Personal Blog
Blacked-Out Chronicle is my professional blog. Read it to get my honest reviews of books, book-related movies, comics such as manga, as well as what I'm up to on my quest for professionalism!
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I also have a personal blog hosted by Blogger! Click the icon below to visit Blacked-Out Record!
My Professional Blog
NEW WIP!
The first book in my paranormal/supernatural Moonshine duology.
Twin gods, scarred for epochs.
A moon witch's prayers gone awry.
Their entwined fates, unknown.
What could possibly get worse?​
*Official book cover coming soon.